Thursday, October 9, 2008

school week is over

So this week has been basically the crappiest week, that I've had in awhile. I mean I had a guy tell me that he really did want to kiss me last week. Great! Not. He has a girlfriend their engaged and not breaking up anytime soon. So thats not helping me any. But he'll still flirt with me all the time. Its so confusing. And then he told me all weekend that he would stick around campus and hang with me. I havent see the boy since last tuesday. He always comes up with some excuse why he had to leave.Whatever, I'm so over it. Cause this isnt the first time that he's pulled me in and then just left me there. Nope, he does it about once a year and its crap. I mean I love the kid, I've been friends with him since 9th grade. But you cant do that to a girl. Its killer. If anything happens, it happens, if not ohh well I dont give a flying fart. And I'm starting to see the real him. He has a horrible time communicating with people. I ask him to tell me the truth but just goes around the question by joking. Then i get online tonight and he asks me if i want to have a threesome with him and his gf. NO. what the crap?!?! How could you even think to ask me such a thing. Then he talks about just wanting companionship and all this other B.S. No i'm not falling for that. I did that last year, and it completely ruined me. I've grown up since then and I know that I'm not a idiot and that I dont have to settle for someone. Well thats enough of my rant about "him"

Other than that, I guess the week wasnt too bad. But he just put me in a bad mood all week. I mean watched my guilty pleasure of The Hills and I still couldnt get pasted it. Maybe next week will be better. NO, it will be better.

:)

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